suatu malam....

serius la aku tgh tension sgt2.. cmner nak wat hati aku ni tenang.. slmt td aku ym ngan member aku.. byk gak aku luahkan mcm2 kat die.. kire beban yg selama ni aku tggung kurang ckit.. serius aku penat nak jga hati perasaan org.. aku ni bukan nyer perfect sgt.. byk benda yg x betul kat diri aku.. aku pun sedar aku ni byk wat org sekeliling aku kecik ati or sewaktu ngan nye.. so kpd sesiapa yg ad benda yg x puas hati tu tegur laa daku... aku ni manusia biasa.. selalu wat salah dan x reti nak jdi sempurna or nak jdi bdk yg baik...

bukan senang nak jdi sempurna di mata org... kita rasa kita sempurna tpi org lain yg tengok diri kita mesti ad yg kompelin... sbb daku pun suka kutuk org.. (aku mngaku)..

kita rasa diri kita cantik tpi org yg tgk kita ckp hodoh betul manusia ni...

kita rasa diri kita kuat tpi org rasa kite lemah...

kita rasa kita ni baik tpi org sekeliling kate kita jahat....

kita rasa kita lembut tpi org lain ckp kasar betul minah ni...

so mcam mane kita nak bgi org lain nak puas hati ngan kita????

aku pun x thu... lebih baik aku wat hal sdiri... jgn jdi diri org lain...

nothing to comment....

Love..

I'm talking about love?? He..he.. Actually I dosen't have experion to be in love with any guys.But sometime I have a secret admire.Before this in secondry school I have a secret admire but not to falling in love with him.Just for fun.But I have the problem.I have a good friend and I know him since from form one.My name a little bit same with him and from this we so close.But lately he say to me outright that he love me.I'm so suprise.I don't know to say to him.But he said he falling in love with me since seven years ago.Owh..He always call me and always ask about my answer and I said I and he just a friend.I never have a felling love with him..Just a friend.He cannot accept and he give a little time for me thinking about this.Now I very confused and I to ask my friend.They all said.. Up to you(me)..But sometime I jelous with some my friend because they have a boyfriend but me not yet anymore..They all always going out together.. So jelous..I so confused.. But sometime he always call me..He take care to me..He nice.He know about me and my family but I don'tknow about his family.I want try to ask my mother but i shy.I don't know how to start and don't know how to tell about love or some guys with my mum.. SO scary..I don't think my mum agree if I couple with other guy because now I in study..My mum said I must study seriously and must to get high result.But I has to plainly with him.I cannot accept his love and I have say I must to done my study.. Sorry...So confused and this is my first time I have threatened about love..